First Day

Yesterday was actually my first day, but you know.

First days are never quite good to me, especially if it’s my first day in a new school.

New people scare me, or rather meeting new people scares me. It makes me anxious and nervous being shy (to new people) and introverted. When fear fills me, I feel like not doing anything. I want to stay in a corner and succumb to the fright and anxiety. But I don’t want that to happen so I write. It always helps me. For awhile, the fright and anxiety leave. The first day was good. I guess. I didn’t make any new friends as I was always with high school classmates. I’m telling myself to be social but I just can’t do it. My fears always get the best of me.


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