I want to lose it all. Everything. I wish for natural disasters to come my way, to take everything that I have. I want for wars to happen. I want to see those stupid people to try to take control of each other. I want for people to suffer, as if they’re not suffering enough now. I want pain because I feel empty and happiness is so overrated. I am twisted and sad. I am a sadist and a masochist, and I am disgusted of what I have become in this very moment.